…..and they have finally left…=/
Uh huh. Exams are over. And I’m free as a bird!! (or as a chicken, as my boyfriend so quaintly says. I have no idea what he’s talking about either. LOL.)
So why am I not happier..?? Weird huh. Something i have dreaded the whole friggin year, and now that they are over…I kinda miss them.
Correction: I miss school, NOT exams. There is a difference, no matter how subtle.
Really, it seems as if my life has lost purpose. As of now, it has no direction, no meaning. It’s scary. My life has laways been predictable. You know, year after year it’s the same. School, school, and more school. It gets more difficult every year, but so does everything else. And then, all of a sudden, I have a choice. I can CHOOSE not to go to school next year. Or never again if I don’t want to. It’s hard to believe that 11 years of education of have just gone, just like that. *snap* So now….what happens next…?
Well, for me, I reckon its more school. I want to go to university. Depends on which one accepts me in the first place, but that’s totally beside the point. LOLx…I’m actually looking forward to it. Weird huh. The first chance I have of education freedom, and all I wanna do is to chain myself to the prison again. Ok, so maybe that analogy is little exagerrated, but I seriously do wanna get my degree and start earning some real money. Not so much the money, but more of the independence that comes with it. Now THAT’s what I really want…hehe..
But now, I’m getting into the sync of things. Late nights, late days, going out, parties…and such like. It’s not that I’m not having fun. I am, but I think that coz I’ve been such a studyholic the whole year (consequently my social life has been zilch), it just takes some getting used to. I hope anyway. It would really suck if I can’t get out of the nerd zone…LOLx..
Still, I AM looking forward to next year. =)
~@[d]3L!]\[#~
